So disappointed in Wonka.
This is the cutest icecream I’ve ever seen but taste so so gross.
Dear 2 year old Alaina,
It’s hard to remember how life was without you, but I know it was no where near as amazing as it is now!
Thank you for turning my world upside down.
Thank you for all of the laughs you’ve brought us.
Thank you for being the most awesome, loving big sister that you are.
You’re incredibly smart. extremely sassy, and I can’t believe I get to call you mine.
I love you Alaina Grace Baker.
I can not live on this little of sleep.
I get maybe 3 good hours of sleep at night, the rest of the time I’m just laying there with my eyes closed listening to Arya nurse or wiggle around or Alaina moving in her bed or Greg getting ready for work.
It sucks and I can’t function during the day.
I try and take naps but between Arya never wanting to nap when Alaina does and it taking me over 30 minutes to fall asleep, I usually end up getting 5 minutes of a nap because Alaina only takes one hour naps.
It has effected my decision on breastfeeding and I’ve pretty much just given up, even though Arya does nurse at night.
I couldn’t even find it in me to clean or do laundry today, the most I’ve done was make Alaina breaskfast.
I literally beat myself up earlier because Arya wouldn’t stop crying no matter what I done or what I offered her, and all I wanted to do was nap.
If I could go back, I never would have gotten pregnant.
It is just not worth my sanity, it’s not fair to Alaina 99% of the time, and we just were not ready.
But do not twist my words, I still love Arya with all my heart.
Alaina can now count to 10
she REFUSES to say the number 3.
She just goes back to two or skips to four.
It’s so frustrating!
She also knows a lot of her alphabet.
So the next step is teaching her what numbers and letters look like.
And she pretty much knows all of her colors.
Can’t believe I forgot to post this last week.
I think this is my favorite NB onesie she owns.
I’ll probably cry when she doesn’t fit into NB clothes anymore, but she’s already two months old and even 0-3m outfits are huge on her.
I need to take her 2 month pictures today and weigh/measure her, or I may just wait and get it from the doctor this week. Not like a couple days will make a huge difference.
i have sun poisoning on my chest from being outside so much yesterday and it itches sooooo bad.
and it hurts if i simply just brush my hand across it, oh god does it hurt
someone bring me aloe